hello... i'm Raiana.. and i've been feeling confused lately.
all my friends
drink and they
smoke, and.... i'm just worried bc i'm starting to feel like drinking with them... and
both sides of my family
drink.. 
i just don't know what to do. i can't get help with my mother bc she's way too tough with me, and... i'm scared of her. so, i just wanted some
advise. i know i shouldn't drink, but how can i
prevent it? or if i can't, how can i
control it ?