Sorry failed so deleted what i had posted. Sorry but i just need a "small break". My boyfriend knows and said ok. He's here so it'll be ok. Just a few shots and i'll go lay down. At least it's just alcohol and not what i really want :-P sorry i know this is giving in but i just need a break. Playing games listening to music isn't workin i don't have the sit time quality right now to do art. I'm not as rapid as yesterday i don't think. But i just need a break.thank you all. No worries i know not to over drink too.