u're doing fine peter. sounds like you have an excellent sponsor and u have the willingness to change. remember progress not perfection.  sometimes i feel, and my T agreed with me, that my 12 step program, AA, has taught me even more than therapy. it's difficult for non AA's to grasp that thought but it is true for me.-22 yrs. sober with a very grateful heart.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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