My T got two offices. The first one, the nearest to my home, is not changing; the other one (which is a little more than an hour away with public transports and in which I just go occasionally when we have a reschedule or such) switched (in the same area of the previous one, just a little distant from there) and on monday I'll go having therapy there for the first time.
I admit that on one hand I'm curious, on the other one... kinda sad. I loved my routine to reach the old place. I find reassuring the fact that it was on a big and full of people street (but inside it was peaceful and calm, cause she were the only T in that complex of offices, so no full waiting rooms, which I don't really love). And the first real session we had, plus almost all the most emotional and important ones of this two years and half, were all there. I was attached to the place. Of course I'll bring this stuff on in session.
Now I'm seeing the new address thanks to google maps and the new street (and the way I have to take on foot to reach it too) looks lifeless, solitary. I also understood that her office is in the same location of some kind of musical association... I mean, she told me that when I'll reach the main entrance I'll have to ring exactly there (at the name of this association). My mind is already racing for all kind of byzarre situations to happen...
I'm just throwing it there cause I know that in this weekend I'll mainly think about this.
Thoughts/similar experiences?
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