interview this morning was no good. job doesn't start until january, plus it's commission based.

applied to some more jobs today. still nothing.

feel so defeated tonight. i finally caved and agreed to reducing our furries. one of our dogs is already gone. she was such a sweetie. she went with a really nice couple, and she was all excited, she seemed to like them right away. still, it's heartbreaking.
my babygirl will go back to the breeder we got her from next month. one of our cats is going back to the shelter we got her from on sunday.

i feel horrible. tonight is not a good night. just want to cry.