Kasva, I guess I'm confused . .. and perhaps you are too. How come you believe that you were close to being "fired?" Did you therapist say that she was thinking about "letting you go", "firing you", terminating your therapy", "referring you out to another therapist" or in some way shape or form "letting you go?". Or is the fear of being terminated, your trepidation and/or anxiety about being terminated an issue you have begun to "feel" in regard to your interaction with your therapist over time"? ... . In other words, do you fear termination, being fired, because you think that you did something wrong or have seen something in your therapist's words, facial expression and/or actions that suggests that she might be "firing" you? Or are you worried about termination because of DECREASE of mental health serves .. .realitity is, this is happening in our cash strapped society!

IN any case, let us know what's going on and maybe we can help you or at least point you in the right direction to services in these tough times!