hi
i'm sorry i guess i didn't explain this very well. i see my t two times a week and talk to her one time a week. i didn't take my meds monday night because i ran out of them and didn't pick them up. when i talked to t on tuesday i mentioned i hadn't picked up my meds. she got real stern and said i have to go pick them up right then. i was in a really anxious state and felt i couldn't go into town and face people to pick up the meds. so, i told her i couldn't pick them up. she said i had to and i said no i couldn't. she got really upset and said i was scaring her and im not allowed to scare her so she said..." you can go to see somebody else because i won't deal with this ..if your not going to do what you need to do then you can't see me." we went back and forth saying the same things over for a while. she finally suggested i get a friend to pick them up but you have to do it now. i hadn't thought of that solution....so i hung up with her and called a friend to pick them up. i told her threatening to fire makde me upset and she said you can't scare me.
i am quite sure she meant what she said and if she hadn't suggested calling a friend that she would have fired me. it seemed so out of the blue to fire me for that (which wasn't good but not a firing thing i think ). so, now i just don't trust that she won't fire me over something i feel i can't control.
ikes....this was long i'm sorry for that.
thank you for any responses.....kasva