Like Lola and Indie say only you can make that decision. An attraction to someone does not necessacarily equate to a desire to be with them in a sexual way. This is something I had to deal with in my late 20's because I was abused by so many men. I found some very tender comfort in a few women and thought for sure I was turning toward a lesbian lifestyle. Fortunately, my T helped me through it all. I have learned that I can deeply learn to love another woman without it having an sexual conotations. May you find the strength you need. This type of therapy cannot be rushed.