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I kinda know what you mean. I've been to more funerals than I can remember, and only ever been to 1(my) wedding... it is cruel, and there is no rhyme or reason for it...and it doesn't make us feel any better. But as long as you can take care of yourself, and find help where you can if you need it, that is the no1 thing right now. If you have faith in God, you will find that behind every action there is a reason. Your faith is being sorely tested, but according to the Bible, He does this to make to a stronger person. It may seem like BS and make you think 'what is the point' but you just have to stay strong. Tc