at least you got a good sense of humour! Interesting what you say about the anger thing tho. I seem to be more angry now, and find I'm lashing out so much quicker than ever before. Whether that is solely becoz of all the BS at the mo I don't know, and in case anyone is wondering I am not angry at the kids- altho they do pick up on my anger- but I have never had my blood boiling so hot for so long before. I can also sympathise with the weight thing- our community mental health team have actually put together a support group for ppl like us as it is getting so common. I am lucky tho becoz the local MH day centre has a gym, and for $1 you can either stay all day at the centre, or do as I do and go for a short time... I go to use all their gym equipment . But hey, good luck to you and keep up that sense of humour!!!