Totally. Which is why I want to explore and understand these feelings. I think if you ignore these feelings, it's like going to the dentist regularly but not getting your teeth x-rayed. If you don't "treat" these feelings, you're not drilling out and filling the cavities, and your dentist spends the time WAITING for you to open your mouth until your time is up. IMO. Good work if you can get it. I'll know I'm done "exploring" these feelings when I can be around a person I'm attracted to IRL and not act like a total dork (partial dork would be okay!).