I always think "what is normal?" I know I do not fit into any of standards of society. But I am me...and sometimes I don't even do ME right....everywhere you look is pressure to look this way or be this skinny, or feel this way. What I do know is, in my younger days I can say I was pretty. I got plenty of attention, help and just plain kindness. As I have grown older and my looks have faded and I am no longer a size7, I feel quite invisible.