MsBunny, you've gotten some terrific advice here. Forget what other people say about you--people can say anything. You're the only one who can know your sexual orientation, and you don't know it yet. It's a biological thing, not a logical thing. When your body's ready, you'll know for sure when someone really turns you on. No doubts about it.

You mentioned in one of your posts a literary character who was in love with the idea of being in love. You are certainly excited at the prospect. But you're worried, too, & love (especially young love) shouldn't be full of so much worry. As LolaCabanna said, remain yourself, remain open, and love will find you.

Wait for it, MsBunny. It's worth it.