was the anniversary of the day that the love of my life first told me he loved me. he's been dead since 1975. brain cancer. i miss him still and i spend time wondering how different my life would have been if he had lived and if we had been together. it's water under the bridge and i try to keep the bittersweet memories close to my heart. he was the only man who accepted me unconditionally and that was tthe greatest gift i've ever received from anyone. i miss him.