This is the 5th pdoc for me in about 5 years. I saw the first one for quite a while, until i was so over-medicated from stuff he gave me that I almost died. The second one I saw for a short time, but she could never find her records or remember me from appt to appt.
Then, I moved to a new pdoc at a different office. Saw him for a short time, till he started talking to me about the personal lives of other doctors (literally telling me their names and what they were doing when...) and he was trying to force me into ect again.
So then I switched to another pdoc at the same office and after a few months, she gave up and passed me on to this guy.
I just don't feel like I can go anywhere else or see anyone else. I've tried a ton of different meds, and not a lot work for me, so I know I am a difficult case, but I didn't realize it was bad enough that I would just get ignored.

I see my t once a week. I have talked to her about the sleep and not getting an answer from pdoc, but never actually asked her to do anything about it, so I'm sure she couldn't.

I called and texted her a couple of times outside of session this week (I am encouraged to do this). I have an appointment on Monday, but now I am scared that t is just going to think i'm being difficult too. I should have just not said anything and gone on with the happy face.