My life is TOTALLY different since the injjury/ PTSD onset!!! I used to be a socialable person. I am not generally anymore. My therapy is constant work to understand the PTSD and how the brain chemicals need to be changed back somehow. But, alas, there is no cure for all the changes... and others will never totally understand.

My rage has a mind of it's own when triggered. I have "progressed" in my therapy because NOW I recall MOST of what happened in the flashback. Whoopie. Still no control of it though...

I don't want to live. This isn't life. Before, I felt I had the world on a string! Everything wasn't perfect, but it was good. Now, nothing is good. I just can't find my way, and it's frustrating.

<font color=green>...I can misspeak like the best of us</font color=green>