Pdoc doesn't know anything about me going off meds. T doesn't probably believe me, although I told her in one of the messages I left her.

I don't know if I am having med side effects or not. Even if it's no listed as a side effect, it could be for me. I tend to have reactions opposite to what a lot of people do.

Insurance doesn't switch stuff, they just don't pay for it, and they let pdoc know, and he's supposed to try something else, but hasn't this time.

I was supposed to see him one month after my last appointment (which was 5 weeks ago), but the first opening they had was for Dec 2nd. I am on the cancellation list, but so far nothing.

I'm trying not to give up, but things just keep getting worse...