You did the right thing talking to school counselor. Keep talking to school counselor until your parents get you professional help.
What they are doing is neglect. If it is a question of money , there are low cost options. I AM SO PROUD OF OU FOR TALKING TO MR
S!!! You are such a brave young woman. I love you too. We all love you back. Please , please tell mr. S about being suicidal and about tbe attempts. It's going to be ok.