The reason I feel like I do, (well the only one i can think of) was that iwas always put down when i was yougner, I was never good enough, I never tried hard enough, I was never good enough for anyone.. More than likely I've carried it on into life, however I still genuinely belive in myself that, that is how I am..
Wrong ? I don't know.. I'm not really in a position to judge myself safety..