Here is another of those threads that I said I was going to take a pass on.

Zowee, you ask a fair question, what harm have I done? Maybe none. My sponsor has told me at least 100 times that if alcohol still did for him what it did when he first started, he would still be doing it. It was his courage in a bottle. It got him into and out of things he never would have been able to do all by himself.

As he puts it, It made him 10 feet tall and bullet proof. Who wouldn’t go back to something that did all that?

I don’t have a good answer for you on how well your life is going, only you can answer that. But of all the responses you got, I might give a bit of weight to the query Raynaadi posed…

“If you didn't think it was an issue, somewhere deep down, you would not have posted this here.” It seems to me that we never find ourselves in places like this by mistake.

Richard