i don't post much. i'm a lurker. but my T has been out of town for passover and i saw him the day before. we are getting into a bunch of heavy stuff and then he just left me! can't see him until friday. i feel like i'm going insane. he said he was turning his pager off but i could call if something came up, but he wouldn't check every day.
i keep thinking of all of this new stuff. i am writing it down, but i feel so frantic and it hurts. i know it isn't his fault, but i just hate that i've been left so torn open almost.
anyone know how to deal with this?