Do I enjoy depression on an intellectual level?

When people out here (including myself) are actually suffering from mental illness, you have the nerve to ask this ridiculous, frivolous question. I think you have too much time on your hands there in your ivory tower. This is an insult to anyone who is trying to grapple with very real, very damaging, very painful issues.

I also choose not to be on meds but I also don't go around whining about not being able to save the world. I'd give my left you-know-what to be completely rid of my depression. And if you enjoy the depths of yours so much, you're welcome to mine. My depths don't stimulate me the way yours do. Jesus what a question.