So is it a competion now? Who suffers the most?

Look the past week has not been fun for me. Dramatic mood swings. At times I am losing sense of time and space. Not enjoyable... but maybe in retrospect it will make sense.

I am talking to a level where you are down, but still conscious... the one particular place which, I, and as seems others, seem to have found. Is it worth it? I don't know.

And I whine? Look, I feel powerless, but I doubt meds would give me power to save Euro and prevent Assad from killing more civilians. I am aware of these, and it scares me. But I have been to Eastern Europe, trying to do my good. I study (yes, I am ivory tower dweller, and I study hard to gain skills to be able to do more).