i woke up today like a 9am but didnt get out of bed til like 1 pm...and now ive just been home....noone communicates with me or anything and i really dont either. wanted to go to the movies but really didnt want to go alone so i started drinking some beer instead....the only like 3 freinds i have left dont call me but only what seem like when they need something...and most of the time i dont say yes ...im afraid thats gonna push them away more from being freinds with me...and ill be even more alone...right now my thoughts are that ill be alone forever...be stuck in the same dead job for all my life...and il never make nothing good of myself...and last ill never find a girl