Thank you Yoda and kaliope for your support. It really helps me a lot because you two make me feel like I'm actually cared for and that I will get through all of my problems. So, thank you both.

My English teacher actually gave me the phone number to my school's therapist a few days ago because she said I looked like I was about to break and she told me her husband went through a tough time last year and got help, so I'm really hoping the therapist will be able to help me too. I have an appointment with him this week, but I'm really scared. I mean I know therapists are supposed to help you, but I just can't help but feel a little scared. I just have so many problems, the situation I mentioned above is just one of them to be honest, and I just feel like scared of what his reaction might be. I mentioned to my mom and dad that I'm going to see the therapist but their reactions were basically that I didn't need one and that I should just get over it like I can be magically cured.