I"m sorry this is happening to you.
I'm a little confused about some things you've posted. You've seen your T for a year and nothing like this has happened before, you said in an earlier thread. But then you say she abandoned you for a month in August. What was that all about?
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She hasn't offered me an appointment and I already missed last week, this week and probably next week. I think she doesn't want to see me because it makes her feel bad. She used that to get me to back off when she abandoned me for a month in August. I know. She says that was my doing, but I know it was not. I have a trail of emails that is more then clear what happened, but I never pushed it, because she felt bad. That time I had cancelled the appointment before she disappeared.
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She felt bad. Why? We're not supposed to be concerned about our T feeling bad. But why do you think you make her feel bad? She's your T and you're supposed to tell her anything.
I don't think I could ever trust a T who missed an appointment, didn't tell me for 10 days, and then offered a lame excuse. It's not your fault!
Your T is an exception. You CAN trust most Ts not to behave like yours. I don't know if you should make another appointment or not. You've been seeing her a year? That's a long time. I would want to hear a better explanation, in person, I think, but it sounds like you may not get one, and could be more hurt if you see her again.