Thank you both. I feel somewhat better. I have been sitting here, crying off and on, most of the day. The emoticon of the 2 hugging made me lose it. I feel so raw, like any kind of human contact would just hurt entirely too much, but god how nice it would feel to just crash into someone's shoulder right now. I am hoping that some sleep will take the edge off of all of this, but I am dreading getting up tomorrow to go to work. I just don't want to do it. Deep sigh.