Thread: I'm scared...
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Old Nov 20, 2011, 08:52 PM
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I know that I need help, and I know that I can't just go in and tell my t everything is fine. She'd see through it at this point anyway, and then I'd feel even worse.

I am in DBT, so I have filled out my diary card for the past week with accurate and honest info. It doesn't lie. It doesn't let me hide. Because I HAVE to hand it over to t, I know that we will end up talking about things.

I am scared because I don't want to end up in the hospital again. Especially this time of year. I don't want my family to jump to the idea that since I am having a tough time, I need to be hospitalized.

I need help. I know I need help. History has shown that especially this time of year, I need help. I am going to do everything I can to get help from my T tomorrow, painful and embarassing and frustrating though it may be, I've got to do something.

Thank you all for sticking with me, and supporting me. I really need it right now
Thanks for this!
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