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And thank you anderson! I completely see what you mean about a blessing but at the same time can cause discomfort and worry. It's scary and makes me feel like I'm losing myself. Makes me wonder if one day I will just be gone and someone else will have taken over forever. But at the same time... I have a feeling this may be a step in the healing direction, I've not yet developed coconsciousness so this seems to be a step in that direction to me and after dealing with blackouts for 20 years, it's nice to finally at least sometimes know what's going on when I can't control it instead of coming back asking "What just happened? What the heck happened?"
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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