Fuzzy,

This whole thing is soooooo hard ! I think I'm making progress and then whammo! Something turns everything upside down again. GGRRRRR!!!!!

I have so many questions about life and what it is and I'm frustrated and hating myself for not getting it and I don't know what I'm saying.

Pdoc took me off Wellbutrin XL today. He thinks it's making my anxiety way worse. So, I'm stopping cold. That should be interesting, but I like pdoc. He's always concerned about me and not who's next. I'll still take the others and the antianxiety (double up) for now and we'll see in two weeks.

Good God! Why is this so difficult? Why can't I get this stuff? Why can't everything be normal?