What am I allowed to say regarding suicide without getting in trouble/getting T in trouble? T tells me that we need to be able to talk about it, but at the same time whenever I say something she asks me if I really mean it and tells me that if I say yes then I have to go to the hospital. So then I have to tell her that I didn't mean anything I just said. I'm not suicidal right now, but its something that I've been thinking about a lot and I want to be open and honest about it with her. And I feel like a fool telling her all of this stuff and then immediately having to tell her that I didn't mean any of it, even if I did. I guess I'm just wondering if you know what the threshold is of what I am allowed to say before it becomes a problem.