((((Candy)))) First, if you are able to physically and mentally, put a rebuttal to your firing into your file at that job place. They will be required to send it out with their reference of you, anytime someone requests it. Second, aren't there like 5 appeals/layers of appeal? *Third, try and be in the here and now. I know the here and now is tough for you, but adding all the bad stuff from the past won't help you get through the here and now.

*(I'm just passing stuff along to you that my T has had to help me with.)

IMO the system can't have it both ways. Either way, you should come out on top!