Hello ms Bunny. Yes i' m one of those selfish people that would miss you so i agree with typo if you are in immediate danger go to er or call suicide hotline. I like what Inedible said about you not having to decide or do anything today or this week. You dont have to
tell your parents now or worry about kids. Or even commit to being a lesbian. Just breathe into your belly. Breathe in good air and
breathe out all worries nice and slow. Keep doing that and call suicide hotline or go to er if you are in immmediate danger. Hugs(if it's ok with you)