Thank you! The shelter people were NOT happy that we brought her back. They had zero understanding for our situation. I don't get it, would they rather have us keep her and not be able to take care of her? She needed special food too, we were feeding her Blue Buffalo Wilderness, and we simply can not afford that at this time. Not to mention Vet care for an elderly cat. And it's not like this was a decision that was made lightly. I fought it tooth and nail. But eventually I had to admit that there's just no other way right now.

My babygirl Panda found a new home last night too. I cried all day, I really did not want to let her go. But the family she went to is AWESOME, which made me feel a lot better. Still, the house is so empty without my shadow. And she didnt' want to leave me either, she kept stopping and looking back at me, it broke my heart. They told us we can come see her anytime, they don't live very far from us. And they sent me an email this morning, letting me know that she is doing fine.

This has to be one of the worst times in my life. Well, my adult life anyway. It's really only topped by the time my mom died. I wish I could fast forward a few months, and hopefully be back on our feet by then.