Pretty much the reason why I don't talk about it to others in person. I have a tendency to nervously laugh when I do talk about it (and other experiences) like with someone close or a therapist. They think i'm joking, and it makes me mad, especially when they laugh back.

So I have to establish that Im so nervous that I laugh.

I nervously laugh because I don't expect people to believe it. I've been in so many situations now where people don't believe me. Almost so much, that they tune me out or rarely talk to me. As of right now, this means family members.

My father works a lot and it's just me and him. My parents divorced. I don't know a single soul anymore that's my age. My father is so busy, some days I can't talk to him.

I dont know...
Long story short: I've been having these ...hm, i dont know, what are these? Senses? Perceptions?, since I was 9 years old. What if these people are there? My example of being in a locked room could be in a public place of any kind, and, well....people are there. They are there but you do not see them, but they know everything about you. If in one instance it is true, how can it not be in mine? I fear letting my guard down.