I agree with everyone about everything. I talked to my psych nurse (her supervisor sort of) today about it. She thought it was horrible also. I told her that I did not want to meet with her. I think she's hoping that I will sound like the crazy one. I guess I'm realizing that something huge is wrong with her. I know this is NOT the therapist she wants to be. I know while this isn't my fault, I think I trigger her somehow and I always have to tell her when I'm feeling bad about how things were going and I wanted her to be accountable to the people she had, not all the new people she tried to cram in. She didn't want to do this too me, but apparently she couldn't face it either. I think this is going to bring her house of cards down and I feel horrible about that. I just seem to have no controll over my emotions right now. God, this sucks.
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