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I agree it may partly be being used to it. It becomes part of you.... and I guess one would feel losing part of their identity.
Maybe it is pathological. But I have been a dark person whole my life. I play acted "dying" in kindergarten. Depressed child? Maybe. Vivid imagination? Totally. I got send to psych eval for claiming I am a rabbit. I learned to fake better with time. (and I still like to pretend I am a cat. Meow). Point is... this is me. Maybe I my baseline is lower than general's populations, but I don't know. I am not sure I wanna change that. I just wanna know how to cope the best I can.
Arcangel... I guess I percieve some people somehow shallow. Maybe it is a pathology... but... what if I cannot really change the way I am and feel? Maybe recovery in the sense of "being old self" or "being normal" is not possible. I can alleviate symptoms a bit, the lowest dips and calm down the outerspace manias.... but it is still there....
Indie, yeah... there is something with geniuses being mad. Maybe it is the sense of feeling strongly. Maybe feeling strongly is not good for us in the evolution sense... but what would world be without art and philosophy? It is trademark of humanity.
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