Ruben, I had to walk away from an extremely abusive marriage with nothing but the clothes on my back. It was hard but I was free of being physically emotionally and sexually abused. I know this is different from your situation and I am sorry you are going through this. I write only because I want you to know people can get back on their feet after a very difficult break up. It takes some time and ( for me ) a lot of hard work in therapy and just getting through the pain because some how I still had feelings for him.( so confusing, I know) I wish you and your family a lot of support and strength. You will get through this.