i have always been really negative keep in mind i have always been treated like **** all my life...and the negatavity towards myself never towards anyone else...i lost a freind i considered a brother and still havent been able to get over it...his reason was never really clear as he never gave me one after i practically was begging for one...i didnt understand how he could just ditch me like that when i really needed someones support and understanding...well now i come to find out that he stopped being my "freind" because i was always negative..but i think thats a lof od ********...because i was never negative to him i always supporting and helping anytime he needed me i was there in a second basically...but was that a real reason to ditch me as a freind considering the negativity was to myself....what do u guys think??...maybe it was and i do need to chang that but i dont see that as a good reason