I had never thought of telling you to go to voc rehab.. but ya, that would be a start and they may even have some programs to help you so you wont lose your house and stuff. so you can stay where you are at..

everyone has some good ideas..
The only thing I cn add have you thoguth about going back to school???
and if anyone sadi that, I did not read very well .. migrane again



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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.