I am just really down, don't know what to do with myself. Looking forward, even a day ahead, makes me panicky. I just want to hide in my bed and never get out. So sick of this. Doctors don't even know what to do about this "treatment resistant depression". Where's the hope in that?
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"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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