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Nov 22, 2011, 01:26 AM
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Member Since: Nov 2011
Location: Churubusco, IN
Posts: 194
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Jax...OMG...this makes absolutely so much sense to me...I feel the exact same way all of the time...throughout most of the day...i don't know where i am who i am or even who i am supposed to be...this is uncanny that you feel the same way...i think my suggestion is when your other parts do start to argue...tell them directly that you do not have the time for that at the moment...for me that sometimes helps...although most of my parts tend to get rather mouthy with me and they like to talk back...unfortunately I become hostile...and start to yell at them the way they do to me...I really think that what you have metioned about not wanting to admit and accept that you have DID...I have that exact same issue...And i have been in three different state hospitals four different times because of this exact reason...most people just play it off as i am playing games or want attention...that's the last thing i want i feel like i am a game...i feel as though i am being played by some other force that is not me...It really sounds to me like you need some support and honestly i don't know much about this website i just so happened to stumble upon it and i really enjoy it...because it gives me a sense of peace knowing that i am not alone...awkwardly enough...i know that i could give you some pointers on how to handle some of those voices...but what works for me may not work for you...and vice versa...I am really glad that you were able to build up enough courage to share how you feel with me...i really am thankful that you did!!!!! I hope to hear from you soon....just hang in there...take things one step at a time...second by second....oh and just breath in peace and breath out chaos!!!!Breathing for me definitely helps with that feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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