I'm just aching for you and all the critters, whenwillitend. I can't believe what you are having to go through. I know people have it tougher, but that being the case doesn't lessen the hell you're going through even the tiniest bit.

Yes, I wish you could just fast forward to when the losses are fewer than the gains. Those will be sweet days indeed.

Sorry your shelter is as it is. Hard to figure why they're there if they can't work up some sympathy for your dear girl. Life's mysteries.