Soup, I think I understand that bored feeling. I get this way in therapy too (and in life)- just burned out. It is so scary to me. Like losing oneself. I never want to go into therapy and just say "oh, it's you, hi" and just sit across from T acting like a patient, or something.

Maybe this is something you could work on w/ T??? It could be really helpful to address this if it is related to other stuff going on in your life like possibly feeling more depressed.