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sea, i can totally relate to your post. my depression can disguise itself in the form of anger-not often but it does occur. usually a trigger starts the wheels in motion. it's only after i "send" that i realize or become aware what i've done wrong or inappropiate. this behavior is not my normal way. the best thing i find to do is apologize promptly and hope it's accepted.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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