Thanks for your posts. It is nice to know that someone cares. Dexter you do have a good point. I was really in a bad mood when i wrote that. I get jelous sometimes because no one was ever there for me when i was younger. As far as taking charge of my life.. i feel like i've been doing that for a while, but I guess i didn't realize that i needed to do more. I'm so happy you guys replied thanks.