Dear T,
I really could have used a hug at the end of session yesterday. I've never asked for a hug from anyone. I know I told you that I dislike physical contact, but I need to modify that statement to "I dislike physical contact from people I don't trust." I trust you now. I wish I knew if you'd even give me a hug. I wish I knew how to ask for one. I wish you could read my mind and see that I needed physical contact, needed to know I wasn't a disgusting person, needed to know that you weren't offended simply by my presence. I don't even know how to tell you this.