I really wish some days I could just "fast forward" towards the goal of not feeling the depression and sadness I am feeling. The gut-wrenching pain and the hole in my heart from my relationship is leaving me feeling so helpless and in pain.

Today just isn't a good day and I'm hoping tomorrow will be better. Lately I feel like I'm "ok" then hours later I'm down. I suppose I should just quit thinking about her but I can't. sigh...