I'm well aware of the effects and indications of the medications she is on. I know she has an opiate addiction, and if it were just that, I'd probably be okay with it. It is the Soma, Flexeril, and Klonopin. Theses are great meds, I've been on all of them before (not all at once) and I am still on Klonopin for the wretched anxiety I suffer from.
I know she has an emotional connection to these pills. She is depressed, but has refused treatment time and time again. She has even seen firsthand how therapy can help someone (she took me for YEARS) and I am in a much better place. She told me the other day that she feels she has no one to talk to and I don't doubt it. She has alienated everyone so much because she creates these scenarios in her mind that don't make any sense and tries to turn me and my siblings against each other - she has a brand new grand baby and she seems like she doesn't care that it is even on this earth. She's so selfish, she can't see beyond what is in it for her. Sorry to rant, but she is ruining herself. Her pain management doc is no doubt a great physician, but I feel that she is manipulating him better than she manipulates us. She is so negative, I just want to shake her and scream. I don't know anymore.