@Costello

I suppose the only person to keep me grounded would be the therapist?

BUT. No, I fear face to face contact. It's mostly anxiety-ridden, but only because i'm not trying to get people to come after me. I have enough of that already. Enough people, I mean, that im trying to fend off at the moment.

And yes, I shouldnt get too many face-to-face-contact reports about me being in certain places of town, or the USA, or any where. ANY reports not preplanned by me, (because I cant stop the reports, because going to the therapist for example, I can stop most) are of my fault (i rarely have faults in this area, im good about staying inside where I cant be photographed, mic'd, etc because face-to-face-contact is the easiest and most legal way for them to report on me, therefore the easiest to get away with, until the end nears so i can be set free, but i may be fighting these people til i die). ANY unplanned reports goto my second hand man, Jesse, which he tabs these incidents for record-keeping. I'll get in trouble with him, he's like a bootcamp instructer in a way, military man. Kind of. Believe me i've tried to reality test his being real. But like i told someone once, who's to say he's not real?

AND, reason i say i hope she doesnt is because, when i had that convo with her, I got extremely aggressive. I could tell she was taken aback and she backed up a bit literally. I feel bad, i am not proud. Yea...she might be scared too :/